Yay Birthdays!

Thank you everyone! What a fun birthday that was!

Pictures are online....

I am never eating again.

Bricks.

Today was my second day at work , and of course, my first sighting of an ex while at work. I normally am pretty good at staying on good terms with exes and at the very least being civil to them. But for some reason I haven't talked to bricks for over a year, and don't have much interest after heading the shit he has been telling my friends. So today it actually made me quite happy to see him on a date with not the most attractive woman. Good for him that he is on a date, I never really thought he would be dating for a while, in fact, I am still not too sure why we dated in the first place, but that whole hindsight is 20/20 thing always clouds our judgment on these things. I have no reason to be rude or impolite to him though. I never did anything wrong (but I never do anything wrong, I am an angel) and would say hello to him like I would say hello to anyone else that I knew as an acquaintance.

So, he was sitting in my section, I had not actually served his table, but ended up taking the bill over on behalf of another server, I walked over and he had the "I'm an asshole" face on, I dropped it off, smiled, said "hey, how's it going" and got a dismissive nod in response. I couldn't understand how rude he was. There is no reason to be rude to someone like that ever. Was he afraid if he actually talked to me that I would say bad stuff about him to his ugly date? That's not my style. If she wants to date him, good luck to her. She might want to know a few things though, maybe next time she comes in, I will fill her in.

He sure splurged for an expensive date though, bill came to a whopping $16...

I feel I should do the mastercard thing....

New shirt for first date, $50
Dinner for two $16
Being served by your ex-girlfriend, priceless!

Who keeps calling me???

I have had 7 phone calls in the last three days with a blocked number. If I pick up, they don't say anything, and if I don't pick up they aren't leaving a message. Why call if you don't want to talk to me?

And no job.

Guess I saw it coming. Just wasn't expecting it so soon. And wasn't expecting it this way. Pissed off and just tipped over the stupid microwave that was left in the middle of the dark hall. Today is a bad day.

I got a job working at camp again though. Don't know if that should make me happy or sad. I should have better things to do with my life than go work at camp again. But apparently not.

Pissed off. Big Surprise.

February stinks. 1 week until my birthday. About the right timing for everything to start going downhill. I hate february.

Like the random strings of words that are pretending to be thoughts?

No Office, No Voicemail, No Phone....

Do I even have a job?

Days like today I question it, and if it is worth it. Today they took away our phone service on our blackberrys, no warning, just an email to let us know that we no longer have phones. So a few months ago we lost our desks, we haven't been working for a few months, and if we have its only been a few days here and there, and now we have no phones or voicemail.

So if I need to make a phone call... Too bad, nothing I can do. If I need to make long distance calls, I can expense it, a month after the fact when I get my own bills. If I am on the road, no phone in case of emergency.

Who has jobs where they don't have phones or any way of reaching them other than through email???

If they are going to be this cheap and cut down everything, I am going to do the same thing. They want me to work? I will bill by the second. They want me to only work a few days a week or few days a month (as is more likely the case) I will wait until those few days I am scheduled to reply to emails.

Come on, dish it out, you don't know who you are messing with.

There is no benefit to taking away peoples benefits. Although, is a phone for work really a "benefit?" I always just thought of it as more of a necessity.

Blah, just rambling and bitching.

Done for now.

It's almost the weekend, going drinking tonight.

I appreciate the concern but....

If you are calling to check how a sick person is feeling, why would you call at 11:30, or 12:00 at night?

I got two phone calls today from concerned friends, the first, I was very surprised by, someone that I rarely talk to and when he told me his name, it took me a good 5 minutes of conversation to figure out who the hell it was. He was just calling to see how I was feeling, make sure I wasn't dead, at 11:30pm. After talking for a few minutes, he asked if I was sleeping. I hadn't been, but shouldn't you suspect that a sick person might be sleeping?

The second call, came at 12:04 am. Just wanted to see how you are feeling... Want to come over and visit? Umm... If I could see straight and think straight enough to drive, I still probably wouldn't feel like going out at midnight. Besides, who wants to hang out with a sick person anyway?

People are strange.

I do appreciate the calls, I love knowing that there are people out there that are concerned about me. However, when someone is sick.... Its probably not the best idea to call that late... More specifically.... If I am sick, please don't call after 10.

Thank you!

There was an old lady

Who swallowed a fly?

Or one that got really sick, and can't seem to get over it. I feel terrible. I can not breathe, a have had a fever for 4 days, haven't slept well for 5 days, can't think straight.

Went to see my doctor 2 days ago, he gave me drugs, they taste gross. They do not make me happy. On top of it, they don't seem to be doing anything.

So in the meantime, I will just keep having my mom make fun of me case I am apparently"funny" when I am sick, and I will just keep bitching away.

And the old thing comes up cause its my birthday in less than 3 weeks, and its around this time every year that I start to feel old.

I am in love!

I found my next car....

Just when I started to get sick of my jetta, they redesign it just in time for my old lease to be up!

Pretty new car... here I come!